Saturday, September 10, 2011

I've Decided to Be Happy





Amazing song that was the opening meditation for Salutation Nation Halifax. 100 People doing yoga on a sunny Saturday what an amazing way to start the day. I have not been writing lately as nothing has changed. However I am continuing on our journey and remain hopefull. However as I approach my 40th birthday in December I am sensing a shift. I spent so much of my thirties focused on trying to get pregnant, decerning if adoption was for me and then waiting. If nothing happens soon I think I am getting closer to being at peace with moving on. I have not made any decisions but I am finding waiting very draining on my energy and I am feeling fine with my life. I remember before I met Blaise "I decided, I am OK if I don't meet a life partner". This was so freeing and shortly after this ephiphany I meet my soul mate. Will next transition be the same ? I leave that up to the infinite power of divine.

This song really touched me and I don't think I will ever be able to listen to it without tears of joy. It touches my soul deeply and I want to share this with others no matter what your life's journey we each have to make decisions along our path.

I am so blessed.

Nameste